Cleansing
By Cappuccino Girl
Pairing: Josh/Amy
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: They're still all his.
Notes: Post-ep for Posse Comitatus. Thanks to those many many people
who constantly inspire me.
Summary: You're very employable, you know.
She could tell everything was disintegrating before her eyes. Plans had
gone wrong, and she'd found herself staying at the office way past
midnight for three days in a row. Now she was drinking because she
hated the fact that he could cause her to have to resign. Resignation
was not a concept she was comfortable with.
"I'm sure that when my mom gave me the classic beware-of-the-bad-boys
speech at thirteen, she never said anything about how they can make you
loose your job too." Amy drummed her fingers on the couch cushion.
"You'll fix it. I did once," he tried to console.
"Your boss is more forgiving than mine. I'm just a joke now. She fucks
this guy and he still screws her over. Man, that rings well."
He didn't try to apologize.
"God," she sighed heavily. "What a day. This. Simon Donovan. Anything
I've missed?"
"No."
Thumping her elbow down heavily onto the arm rest, she blurted, "This
is such bullshit. What you did. My job. What a pile of B S."
"You're very employable, you know."
"Oh fuck employablility, J," she spat, cradling her glass, and as she
gestured, some of the scotch spilled onto the coutch. She swore again.
Josh just sat silently in the chair because arguing was never usefull.
He arrgued more with her than anyone else he had ever been with, and
this fact had never occurred to him until now. They argued about issues
and bills and work and vacation destinations and whether Van Morrison
was in fact better than Fleetwood Mac. She won that last one of course.
He can't remember who won the others because they tended to end in
kisses and intertwined limbs between sheets.
"I'm going to have a bath," she mumbled, depositing her glass onto the
coffee table.
Josh looked up, and it occurred to him how this argument wasn't even
remotely sexy. It was serious, no hypotheticals. She didn't
flirtaciously arch her eyebrows when she made her point. He looked at
the melting ice in the glass while her bare feet padded across the
hardwood floor.
The sound of running water filled the room, followed by subtle floral
scents. She'd left things in his place. Socks and sweatpants stuffed in
a drawer. Two cartons of grapefruit juice in the refrigerator. A zip
disk on his desk. And a glass bottle of pale pink bubble bath. He took
a deep breath, and wandered towards the open bathroom door.
Amy sat on the edge of the bathtub, cleaning chipped nail pollish from
her fingers while the water ran in.
"I hate resigning," she told him, dabbing the cotton ball with nail
pollish remover. She made a face at the smell. "I never quit."
"I don’t either."
She nodded and looked up at him. He was genuinely concerned, so he
leant forward and turned off the faucet before the water ran over.
"Now I have to."
"Yeah," he said with a nod.
She rubbed her left thumb with the cotton. Her expresion had
determination written all over it. "It's bad, and most af all I hate
starting a new job. It's always so damn awkward, and I never know where
the coffee maker is."
"You've got everything going for you."
"Do I?" And a smile crept across her face.
She screwed the cap back onto the bottle, and dipped her hands in the
bath water, and when she pulled them out they were covered in tiny
shimmering bubbles. She shook them off before pulling the deep red
camisole she was wearing over her head.
He watched her movements while she undressed. Unlike him, she folded
her clothes neatly as soon as she had taken them off and placed them
onto the laundry basket. His always landed in a heap on the floor and
were picked up once a week, or whenever they started to anoy him.
Her clothes discarded, she gingerly tested the water temperature with
her toe before slipping into the steaming tub. He just took a seat on
the toilet, noticed how the water sloshed out of the bath when she got
in.
She stretched one leg out of the water, placed her foot on the wall
tiles. "So, you said I have everything going for me. Care to elaborate?"
Her slick leg looked incredible from where he was sitting. He could
have told her that. "You've had great jobs. I mean with the WLC for six
years. That's good on a CV, regardless of resignation."
She tilted her head towards him. "That's hardly what I wanted to know."
He grinned, glad that she didn't care whether he was gentlemanly.
"Those legs," he said, pointing.
"These?" she questioned, waving the one that was already out of the
water around a little.
"Yeah."
She raised her eyebrows. "You want me to get a job by showing off my
legs?"
"It'd work on me."
"Well, I know I'm glad you aren't in charge of HRM."
"You want a job?" he asked.
"Yeah."
"So I doubt you'd complain, and you'd never know that was the deciding
factor anyway."
"I can tell. You're not particularly subtle when you go all
googley-eyed." She rubbed bubbles over her chest and arms while she
spoke. He was hypnotized.
"What?"
She leant back a little and regarded him curiously. "I don't know.
What?"
'That word. Googley."
"Yeah?"
"Does it even exist?"
'What the hell do you care." She swirled her toe around the faucet,
collecting the water droplets that threatened to fall at any moment.
"You're kind of watching me there, J."
He blinked. "Sure am."
"You need to be more pro-active if you want this to go where you always
want things to go."
The argument was over, so he played along. "Oh come on, you can give me
a little more credit than that."
"Can I really?" she teased, and from the way her eyes moved, he knew
she was running through her mental checklist.
He stood up and undid the button and zip of his jeans. "This is me.
Pro-active, baby. In or out?" He motioned first to the bathtub, then
the door.
She tried to stand up but slipped, causing the water to spill out onto
the bathmat. Laughing, she shook her head, stretched out her arms and
pulled him towards her.
"You're soggy," he said, and he almost sounded surprised.
"And then some," she whispered into his ear, and with one fluid motion
she caused him to lose his balance and fall with her into the bath. "To
answer your question: both."
~ the end ~
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